The Move
I sat on my sister's little red chair, studying on the coffee table yesterday, after a long day of packing. Then I feel my left eye twitch as if it's trying to say "hey come on man, its 2am go to bed, im tired" so i did.
Despite of the tiredness I didn't sleep right away due to stressing about things. Thinking about the fact that this is the start of my actual life, like... Im going to Uni and then after that Ima be working for me. No parents, just me. The idea of it is really scary.
Once I get to the new apartment, get settled in, I'd have to start working as well. Jesus, would I have any social life? lol. Probably not, but that doesn't bother me at all though. Somehow Im just perfectly content imagining myself study. LOL. which is weird. I wonder what job I'll get, fuck hospitality, I've had enough of that shit. Working at Mc Donalds was fun, but the customers were made out of satan. Seriously how painful is it to eat fries that have only been out for 5 minnutes that you just have to waste my perfectly managed little time to make a new set of fries? So anyway im thinking retail. That should be fun and pretty relaxed, plus clothes discount man!
I might not have internet though, once I get there, i don't know. Pax said "where are you moving?to the mountains?" Lol. tight arse. A lot of classes and living in the building with those smoke sprinkler thingies would cutt me down on my smoking, which is an upside.
My only problem is, the sleeping, I remember living in a sort of city "taguig" in Essensa in the Philippines, my window was seriously next to the road, and I'd see hot military but ugly guys, running in the morning, they were my alarm clock. Then they wake me up even more with the excitement and laughter the fat guy gives 30 minutes later when all the hot ones have alreay gone.
So this is it Alyssa!! Jesus man, i feel so old. what the hell. Lol, I turn 19 this year. WHat the hell is that?! Lol, being 18 seems not that exciting anymore. Somehow I want to stay young, carefree, and spoiling myself with parental benefits. I guess we just grow up, people change through time, and time changes people.
So to those bitches and idiots that ever hurt me, I chuckle with laughter seeing that now?? You are no where, were as my life is going great. Dicks.
Anyway, my dad's email was hilarious. "it all depends on how much you spend for food....(drink)" bahahaha! LOL. I think ima reduce alcohol consuption, considering brain cells are essential in this thing called 'studying'. LOL. Even learning the true meaning of studying seems to be a chore. But somehow it's become a habit, hopefully it'll stay that way.
I miss my little sister, my mum, dad. :( and all my other family members, but they are motivation to keep going, thinking that my dad is workin his ass off just to get me into Uni. Asking to have money for books, plus everything, the extra expenses because of moving, is embarrassing, but i need to something to get me up and going. Sort of like a shot of vodka before a giant speech, then afterwards the rest is up to you. I miss my friends, both philippines and melbourne. My friend, Lexi as over yesterday, and it made me think what lily said "they've got their own lives now" it was like a big slap on my face, because the night before that they will always be our friends no matter what you know?? But yesterday, lexi seemed so excited getting back to her new friends, whereas we were standing there in front of her, like as if we weren't there. Oh no we're not blaming her or anything, i guess things do just change.
Life is so rapid, and quick. Thinking about that It's already been 6 months since I graduated off highschool, but only 6 months has gone pass, but so much has changed. I want my mummy. :'( lol.
It's just going to be really awkward, because its a shared student accomodation, man. That's just weird, my shitting patterns are going to be fucked up. You might say "eewww" but guess what? OH BOOHOO! grow up. It's a normal thing. BAAAAH.
Good Bye, unlimited internet broadband, foxtel, dodgey backyard, watering plants, cleaning kitchen, carefree life, hello great responsibility, room vaccuuming, and awkward shitting.
Despite of the tiredness I didn't sleep right away due to stressing about things. Thinking about the fact that this is the start of my actual life, like... Im going to Uni and then after that Ima be working for me. No parents, just me. The idea of it is really scary.
Once I get to the new apartment, get settled in, I'd have to start working as well. Jesus, would I have any social life? lol. Probably not, but that doesn't bother me at all though. Somehow Im just perfectly content imagining myself study. LOL. which is weird. I wonder what job I'll get, fuck hospitality, I've had enough of that shit. Working at Mc Donalds was fun, but the customers were made out of satan. Seriously how painful is it to eat fries that have only been out for 5 minnutes that you just have to waste my perfectly managed little time to make a new set of fries? So anyway im thinking retail. That should be fun and pretty relaxed, plus clothes discount man!
I might not have internet though, once I get there, i don't know. Pax said "where are you moving?to the mountains?" Lol. tight arse. A lot of classes and living in the building with those smoke sprinkler thingies would cutt me down on my smoking, which is an upside.
My only problem is, the sleeping, I remember living in a sort of city "taguig" in Essensa in the Philippines, my window was seriously next to the road, and I'd see hot military but ugly guys, running in the morning, they were my alarm clock. Then they wake me up even more with the excitement and laughter the fat guy gives 30 minutes later when all the hot ones have alreay gone.
So this is it Alyssa!! Jesus man, i feel so old. what the hell. Lol, I turn 19 this year. WHat the hell is that?! Lol, being 18 seems not that exciting anymore. Somehow I want to stay young, carefree, and spoiling myself with parental benefits. I guess we just grow up, people change through time, and time changes people.
So to those bitches and idiots that ever hurt me, I chuckle with laughter seeing that now?? You are no where, were as my life is going great. Dicks.
Anyway, my dad's email was hilarious. "it all depends on how much you spend for food....(drink)" bahahaha! LOL. I think ima reduce alcohol consuption, considering brain cells are essential in this thing called 'studying'. LOL. Even learning the true meaning of studying seems to be a chore. But somehow it's become a habit, hopefully it'll stay that way.
I miss my little sister, my mum, dad. :( and all my other family members, but they are motivation to keep going, thinking that my dad is workin his ass off just to get me into Uni. Asking to have money for books, plus everything, the extra expenses because of moving, is embarrassing, but i need to something to get me up and going. Sort of like a shot of vodka before a giant speech, then afterwards the rest is up to you. I miss my friends, both philippines and melbourne. My friend, Lexi as over yesterday, and it made me think what lily said "they've got their own lives now" it was like a big slap on my face, because the night before that they will always be our friends no matter what you know?? But yesterday, lexi seemed so excited getting back to her new friends, whereas we were standing there in front of her, like as if we weren't there. Oh no we're not blaming her or anything, i guess things do just change.
Life is so rapid, and quick. Thinking about that It's already been 6 months since I graduated off highschool, but only 6 months has gone pass, but so much has changed. I want my mummy. :'( lol.
It's just going to be really awkward, because its a shared student accomodation, man. That's just weird, my shitting patterns are going to be fucked up. You might say "eewww" but guess what? OH BOOHOO! grow up. It's a normal thing. BAAAAH.
Good Bye, unlimited internet broadband, foxtel, dodgey backyard, watering plants, cleaning kitchen, carefree life, hello great responsibility, room vaccuuming, and awkward shitting.
posted by aL ♥ @ 8:25 am
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