Demonic Angel

Philippines Holiday 2

Danielle’s 6th Birthday ~
I got to sit at the grownup table. It wasn’t as exciting as I thought it would be when I was little. I still am little, but you get what I mean. They talk about the most random things that it’s hilarious. You’d think they would talk about productive things you’d learn from, conversation with full intellect. I guess their just like us teenagers just all grown up. With jobs and families. I wonder if one day someone would think I was hilarious too, I mean I would think I’m hilarious. LOL. Danielle was so happy that it was very touching to see my little sister tear up with joy. It’s amazing how shallow their happiness is, I wish I was a kid again. If I was a kid, simple things like bubbles would excite me, what’s up with it anyway? Popping bubbles is just overrated, you don’t benefit from it. I guess growing up you want more, want more things that you don’t even need. Then again a simple gesture of showing love and care worked for my family, my sister was happy and that made us happy. Until all the other little girls pulled out their Nintendo DS and Danielle’s DS was enjoying itself charging at home. So Danielle sat there, feeling out of place, walked out of the restaurant and cried. Meanwhile, me and my aunt Bambi, along with Lily, planned a little *gmik as they would call it.
Ascend Club ~
I didn’t think it was a club but sadly it was, I hate clubs. To me clubs had a lot of sleazy guys that looked absolutely disgusting. It’s hot and in no position to have to ability of confabulating. To be able to sit at a table we had to order a bottle, we ordered Absolut Rasberry, it was yummy! Haha. At first I was hesitant to dance, I thought that it was too embarrassing. God. And then there it was, my song, it played! “Shorty had them apple bottom jeans” and there was that electric shock that run all around my hips, as it subconsciously elevated itself from the comfortable half donut shaped seat. “boots with the fur, and the whole club was looking at her” god damn, by this time I was dancing. I got tipsy this night but not drunk. I was too worried about my mum’s friend and my auntie. So yes I tried staying sober.
I wasn’t wrong about what I said, after that whole dance I pulled off, a guy in the top hat, was eying me and slowly made his way, as I sat down, I saw from the corner of my eye that he pulled away. Not long after, as I came back from the restroom, he was there sitting at our table, introducing his way around the table, he said his name, but hmm.. I don’t remember. Another guy, in the red, ‘shrek’ we called him, was dancing disgustingly behind my auntie, I pulled my auntie towards me as he was looking at her ass while he was dancing behind her. He tried sitting there, but since they weren’t allowed the waiters told them to go away. I felt so important lol. There was a bouncer next to our table and 2 waiters just blocking the way to get in, so that no one sat there. Everyone whispered, pretending that they weren’t talking about our table, jesus Christ women! Is this 5th grade? Hmm.. the whole look at me and then look away and then look again and then whisper to a friend, then friend looks. Yeah.. very smooth guys. I was dancing, and then a waiter made a move to grab an empty can of Sprite, and then I burnt him with my cigarette. Poor guy, I think I annoyed him by apologizing more than necessary. I was embarrassed!

It was something different, the ability to smoke inside and drink, it was good at the same time bad, because everyone seems to be a smoker in the Philippines, maybe is because the cigarettes are cheap, its around 30 pesos per deck, that’s barely an Australian dollar!
After that we went home. I prefer pubs, I like to sit down drink, and talk, until I get drunk. LOL. I like learning new things from people, you learn new things everyday from just a simple conversation. Seriously if we didn’t leave that place I would have gotten a seizure from the lights.

Frustration ~
Have you ever wanted something so bad that you can’t get it!? Well I’m in that state. I want to shop, I see things I want to buy but my parents won’t give me money to shop lol! There are also other things that frustrate me. Oh well, that’s life, nothing always goes your way.
My best friend here in the Philippines just arrived from her vacation in America yesterday, and I haven’t seen her. L She told me she’d come see me but she hasn’t! Huhu. It’s frustrating.
I also miss people in Australia, but I also want to be here because I like spending time with my Family ,then again, another frustration!

posted by aL ♥ @ 12:51 am