Good Night Sleep

I finally had a good sleep tonight, considering yesterday was horrible, I couldn't go to sleep for some reason, i had many things in my mind, by the time i realized it was already 6.30 and lily was awake complaining that i havent slept. So then i fell asleep at 6.30. I was able to sleep some what 'earlier' last night. :p 11.30.



I can't believe there's only 6 days until my birthday, and yet there's no excitement, i know that when i wake up on that day, it'll only be another day, and nothing would change, only the reponsibilities making it official.



I woke up this morning with a horrible mood, i had bo's paws digging into my chest, and his face seriously studying my face, whether i was awake or not. Then he lifted up his paw and started nudging my face to wake me up, but not realizing that nudging was actually scratching me. So i said go away bo!!



And i walked out of my room, started reading the second book of stephanie mayer, eclipse, only to realize that i was reading the wrong book, it was meant to be new moon, dumby me, so now ive started new moon, trying to predict eclipse. haha. ANd then i went in, and there i saw Bo, with apologetic face and inevitable face, that craved for attention. Shi tzus have this capability, of making you feel guilty for depriving them from the attentiont they are required to have. So i hugged bo and sofft fluffy fur.



I love my dogs, especially muffin. She is the most gorgeous thing when you see her slee, not when she starts snoring really loud. Haha, but its still cute. SHe snores so loud its so funny!



Anyway, days are closing in until i see my family!! :) and until i see my paradise again, Boracay... :) If you think about it, really think about it, life forms coexisting altogether, is really beautiful, that sometimes how they existed makes it even more beautiful, that today, for us, it is made at most beautiful state. I just wished it would last, as nothing would last forever.



I need to find myself an Edward Cullen to escape reality, and so i can create a new diversion of it, in my own little head. haha.

6 days mtill my 18th!

Wishlist

Red nintendo DS

Pug

Red cordless mouse that matches my laptop

An electronic organizer

a hot lingerie, i don't know why, but they are beautiful.

MONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY! to shop :D

Deakin :(

As the days of my birthday are closing in, the days of the results are coming also. Which scAres the shit out of me. Even lexi, probably the most smartest girl i know, is worried about her results. What the hell man? Lily, even silent, i can see that she is worried too. I know one thing, im not alone when i find out my results are, i wouldn't be alone when they happen to be really bad, i need someone there to tell me, that i have done my best and thats what matters, not 'your best wasn't enough', because i really need someone there to make strong regardless of what the results may be. ANd i know that my friends will be there when i happens, and also my family, if they call. haha.





I miss danielle, ma, and rod. Danielle mostly, would i be a stranger to her in the years to come? because that's what im afraid of.

posted by aL ♥ @ 1:20 pm