Reality
I was reading all the posts from one of the pages today, I came across people complaining about judgements made of them and accompanying it with a phrase that reassures people that they don't give a crap about what people say. In my opinion, why post something like that in the first place if doesn't bother you? I guess I'm just finding something to do.
I've been bored, come on man, schools over. I still wake up at 6 am thinking I've forgotten to do homework, and I've completely slacked off the night before, I then realize that, there is no more school, and that I have nothing to do.
The other day I did this work out with my friend, she looked like she needed someone there to somehow get the motivation to do it, and so Alyssa comes to the rescue and does the work out with her. And of course, I needed to lose the abs fat from all the junk food and all the fatty food I’ve eaten from the food cravings I got every time I had to study, it was some sort of excuse to have a five minute break from studying. lol. So yes, my chest muscles officially hurt, as i try to shampoo my hair, and my but cheeks as i try to sit down, my thighs as i try to squat to feed my dogs.
I went to a friends 18th wearing a 3inch stiletto heels, i didn't trip the whole night, i quite delivered my little performance that i was completely feeling gorgeous and not that i had blisters on my feet and it was killing me, that part was left out from the world to see. And so my friend hired a bus where everyone was dropped of to their respective houses, and as i got of the bus, the bloody heels slipped from the little dense of moist on the steps, i landed on the grass though, of someone’s front lawn in front of my house, and then i laughed hysterically, to cover up my clumsiness, it worked quite well. I stood up (it was dark and the mirrors didn’t reflect any light so then I couldn’t see it) and bumped my head on the side mirror. I walk off casually still recovering from the fall and still laughing. We went to a stand up comedy thing, it was hilarious. I think from that I have burnt off calories from my facial muscles and from my abs as I was laughing my heart out.
I miss my family, living alone isn’t as fun as people think it is. I mean I have friends over but still it aint the same. People are like “that’s so cool” not if you’re a monophobe its not! Haha. Yeah I guess being alone scares the shit out of me. But the sweetest thing was that before my dad left, he subtly asked me to come and talk to him because he was going to teach me to do things around the house. And while doing so, he apologized that he yelled at me, and explained how stressful the move was for him. I noticed it beforehand so I didn’t really care that he did, I just subtly yelled back “I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF EVERYONE WAS EATING TOGETHERR!!!!” hahaha. Well it’s been all stressful for us, I mean I had my exams during that time and I was freaking out. I think its been very hard for my little sister mostly, because she doesn’t know how to deliver out the pain she feels you know? SO instead, she somehow finds her temporary happiness from buying ‘The Veronicas’ products, like a 20$ shirt, -_- I don’t even get a $20 shirt you know.what the hell. Haha. But yeah, I understand what she’s going through. I feel sorry for my mum, and yet proud of her. To have the divided attention for Danielle and me, come on man? That’s gotta be hard. Plus, the amount of trust she’s given me, to have a 17 year old daughter, plus turning 18, that’s scary right? In a way it is good because she knows that I am responsible I will not be idiotic about my actions.
Muffin, my little dog, is getting better, she had this thing called hematoma and her ear swelled up. L poor baby. But she’s good now, she the only dog I know that takes so much drugs lol. She’s a sicky one, but now she’s been really happy, running around and stuff. She’s 10 years old. L I don’t want her to leeeeeeeeeeave me. Huhu. Bo, on the other hand, is very healthy, and an imbecile. Lol. But I love him, even though he’s established how to get in and out of the dog flap, he still forgets about it, and cries out side the door.
That’s it for today I think, ive ran out of things to say.
Lol.
Im out.
I've been bored, come on man, schools over. I still wake up at 6 am thinking I've forgotten to do homework, and I've completely slacked off the night before, I then realize that, there is no more school, and that I have nothing to do.
The other day I did this work out with my friend, she looked like she needed someone there to somehow get the motivation to do it, and so Alyssa comes to the rescue and does the work out with her. And of course, I needed to lose the abs fat from all the junk food and all the fatty food I’ve eaten from the food cravings I got every time I had to study, it was some sort of excuse to have a five minute break from studying. lol. So yes, my chest muscles officially hurt, as i try to shampoo my hair, and my but cheeks as i try to sit down, my thighs as i try to squat to feed my dogs.
I went to a friends 18th wearing a 3inch stiletto heels, i didn't trip the whole night, i quite delivered my little performance that i was completely feeling gorgeous and not that i had blisters on my feet and it was killing me, that part was left out from the world to see. And so my friend hired a bus where everyone was dropped of to their respective houses, and as i got of the bus, the bloody heels slipped from the little dense of moist on the steps, i landed on the grass though, of someone’s front lawn in front of my house, and then i laughed hysterically, to cover up my clumsiness, it worked quite well. I stood up (it was dark and the mirrors didn’t reflect any light so then I couldn’t see it) and bumped my head on the side mirror. I walk off casually still recovering from the fall and still laughing. We went to a stand up comedy thing, it was hilarious. I think from that I have burnt off calories from my facial muscles and from my abs as I was laughing my heart out.
I miss my family, living alone isn’t as fun as people think it is. I mean I have friends over but still it aint the same. People are like “that’s so cool” not if you’re a monophobe its not! Haha. Yeah I guess being alone scares the shit out of me. But the sweetest thing was that before my dad left, he subtly asked me to come and talk to him because he was going to teach me to do things around the house. And while doing so, he apologized that he yelled at me, and explained how stressful the move was for him. I noticed it beforehand so I didn’t really care that he did, I just subtly yelled back “I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF EVERYONE WAS EATING TOGETHERR!!!!” hahaha. Well it’s been all stressful for us, I mean I had my exams during that time and I was freaking out. I think its been very hard for my little sister mostly, because she doesn’t know how to deliver out the pain she feels you know? SO instead, she somehow finds her temporary happiness from buying ‘The Veronicas’ products, like a 20$ shirt, -_- I don’t even get a $20 shirt you know.what the hell. Haha. But yeah, I understand what she’s going through. I feel sorry for my mum, and yet proud of her. To have the divided attention for Danielle and me, come on man? That’s gotta be hard. Plus, the amount of trust she’s given me, to have a 17 year old daughter, plus turning 18, that’s scary right? In a way it is good because she knows that I am responsible I will not be idiotic about my actions.
Muffin, my little dog, is getting better, she had this thing called hematoma and her ear swelled up. L poor baby. But she’s good now, she the only dog I know that takes so much drugs lol. She’s a sicky one, but now she’s been really happy, running around and stuff. She’s 10 years old. L I don’t want her to leeeeeeeeeeave me. Huhu. Bo, on the other hand, is very healthy, and an imbecile. Lol. But I love him, even though he’s established how to get in and out of the dog flap, he still forgets about it, and cries out side the door.
That’s it for today I think, ive ran out of things to say.
Lol.
Im out.
posted by aL ♥ @ 12:15 pm
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