Demonic Angel

I am happy to say that my Media folio, the one i have mentioned weeks ago about me accidentally seeing my grade. Well its been short-listed for top designs 2009! Yey well im hoping it does get in. :) I wish my visual communication folio have gotten in as well.

I have found this old camera, those huge ones, with big lenses that photographers use, my mum has one except its digital. Well this one is not, it has similar features, very much alike actually, but the only difference is that, it runs through film. It's a great feeling i guess having the anticipation of how my shots would look like. I've been experimenting with different settings, :) but it would still be better if it was digital. I just love the sound of the camera clicking, succesfully capturing how i want the image to come out. The framing..the light. Well i hope it does come out the way i wanted it to be!

Okay im going to a friend's 18th debutant, and uhm i was going to wear my bridesmaid gown that i wore to my mums wedding. Only to realize that, she had taken it to the philippines! lol.

Well i've been bored, nothing to do. This whole media things has gotten me to do some thinking though as i needed to sign some stuff. Luckily the school has agreed to mail it to the place for me which is great, since the folio weighs tons, well im over exaggerating, but you know what i mean. The post office charges the things sent by it's weight. I once mailed a book the was a centimetre think, and it cost me 7 bucks. LOL, i thought it would be like a dollar or something.

My birthday is comming up!! 11 days to go!! :) how exciting, although i dont have anyone to empathize me because most of the people i know have already turned 18, i have only 5 friends who haven't, Kyle Rodrigues (dec 7th) Lily do (Jan 8th) Dianne Allegre (December 20) Nicole Dvaz (December 15) and Stephanie Phan (April 23rd). Lol. I can always remember Kyle's birthday, although he's in bankok, haha. Miss him loads!

Well i should probably go to bed as i am ruining my sleeping cycle. It's 2 am here, and im still not in bed. Who cares? I have nothing planned anyway. I managed to convince myself that going out would only make me spend money. Even if i don't do shopping, i still have to pay for food and coffee. and besides, hayfever is a bitch. Agh i hate it, i sneeze like no tomorrow, and runny nose, itchy eyes, why do these things even occur on people it is so mean.

People have been asking me what i want for my birthday... i give them this blank look and yet i try to pretend i know the answer, it wasn't hard. I was clueless i didn't know at that moment what i really wanted, what do i really want? Right now, its been hard to think of what i want, but rather what i NEED. I don't know why, i used to buy loads of magazine like i had to have a doze of it every month, it sort of gave me the satisfaction. Now it just makes me feel bad, i see all the clothes, and all the other useless things that i want to get but i ddnt need, so it keeps getting me to thinking that i wouldn't have enough money for my needs. Although i do, i just keep thinking 'just in case' and i guess it's been a wise choice.