Year 12
I remember being so young and not worrying about things that i worry now. I remember all that i could remember being so bad at was reading the clock. Last night i was teaching my sister how to read that clock, it was fun, i gave her high fives each time she got a question right, it was so cute, then we picked out stickers we could put into each completed page. I wish i'd get that you know? Lol. As you get older no one would ever notice little struggles you go through, because you are expected to do good. Show that you don't know... people would think you are dumb lol.
I remember being young, having my dream was to be this wonderful princess in a castle, lol. What do i dream now? To get a high VCE score and to get into Deakin so that I will get the greatest job where i could live comfortably and happily. Being 12 all i could remember was, I was almost in the year of -teens where every age after 12 ended with it. I was almost thirteen. I could remember how i didn't even know that much, and although its only been 5 years from then, it seems as though i have grown and learned so much. 5 years and that was it... that was it took...and this year i am turning 18. It is so weird, all i longed for when i was little was to be older so that i could be tall (it never happened lol) and have boobs, and look gorgeous like all those teenagers i saw. but now i wish i had stayed in those years where i had no responsibility where all i have to worry about was how to become this princess. I guess im freaking out a bit to a point where there are so many challenges that i am going through at this year that i cannot imagine myself out there in the world all on my own. it's freaky man!
year 12 is the most stressful year ive ever had in my entire life, which involves tears, disappointment, tiresome, and all those other shit. There are times where I really feel annoyed with all the work that's dumped in one bloody week that i cry. It's sad thank god for nutella. Year 12 may be tiring but its fun having friends, there to empathize what you are going through. It's so weird thinking that I am still in highschool and still 17, while all my other friends in the philippines are 18 and already in university. Ha! jokes on them.. :D HS is better. :p The pressure is on.. ugh. Where i have to study for my exams on september.. or even now atleast. september...3 months before my exams start. Yeah......shyeeet.
I remember being young, having my dream was to be this wonderful princess in a castle, lol. What do i dream now? To get a high VCE score and to get into Deakin so that I will get the greatest job where i could live comfortably and happily. Being 12 all i could remember was, I was almost in the year of -teens where every age after 12 ended with it. I was almost thirteen. I could remember how i didn't even know that much, and although its only been 5 years from then, it seems as though i have grown and learned so much. 5 years and that was it... that was it took...and this year i am turning 18. It is so weird, all i longed for when i was little was to be older so that i could be tall (it never happened lol) and have boobs, and look gorgeous like all those teenagers i saw. but now i wish i had stayed in those years where i had no responsibility where all i have to worry about was how to become this princess. I guess im freaking out a bit to a point where there are so many challenges that i am going through at this year that i cannot imagine myself out there in the world all on my own. it's freaky man!
year 12 is the most stressful year ive ever had in my entire life, which involves tears, disappointment, tiresome, and all those other shit. There are times where I really feel annoyed with all the work that's dumped in one bloody week that i cry. It's sad thank god for nutella. Year 12 may be tiring but its fun having friends, there to empathize what you are going through. It's so weird thinking that I am still in highschool and still 17, while all my other friends in the philippines are 18 and already in university. Ha! jokes on them.. :D HS is better. :p The pressure is on.. ugh. Where i have to study for my exams on september.. or even now atleast. september...3 months before my exams start. Yeah......shyeeet.
posted by aL ♥ @ 3:10 pm
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