work. fears. love.
work.
Been working all week which is why i haven't posted lately. New years eve was packed! people were drunk and so im patient. It was horrible..I was supposed to clock out 10 but then they didn't let me go, so i finished at 11:30 :( i had my new years eve on the train.. :( but luckily mum and babe called me to greet me a happy new year :'(. I don't know when I get payed though! hehe. its good money.. weee.
fears.
I saw angela's post about fears. So far there are things that i fear of. i fear DEATH, i dont know how im going to die... whether it's going to be painful or not and ofcourse no one knows when they are going to die. i fear of being A LONE. i told chis this... that i have the tendency to fear of being alone... because i always had friends there for me to care for me... and ofcourse my family... i just don't know what id do.. if no one loved me. Fear of losing SOMEONE DEAR TO ME..may it be a family member or my current boyfriend who had been close to me. I fear of GHOSTS and CORPSE haunting me... Im scared that i might see one. :D I fear that in FUTURE i might end up hopelessly homeless. I fear that in one SECOND things would go wrong and i wouldn't know what to do. i fear that i would have no MONEY. haha..who wouldn't? so far those are the things i can remmber. hehe
Love.
Babe and i havent seen each other a lot overthe summer, his dad is quite the builder of things and likes to work on his spare time, and ocourse he gets his sons to work with him. to help him you know. I saw him las saturday just for an hour :( and yesterday before work just for an hour again. Hopefully things will be better soon. :(
Been working all week which is why i haven't posted lately. New years eve was packed! people were drunk and so im patient. It was horrible..I was supposed to clock out 10 but then they didn't let me go, so i finished at 11:30 :( i had my new years eve on the train.. :( but luckily mum and babe called me to greet me a happy new year :'(. I don't know when I get payed though! hehe. its good money.. weee.
fears.
I saw angela's post about fears. So far there are things that i fear of. i fear DEATH, i dont know how im going to die... whether it's going to be painful or not and ofcourse no one knows when they are going to die. i fear of being A LONE. i told chis this... that i have the tendency to fear of being alone... because i always had friends there for me to care for me... and ofcourse my family... i just don't know what id do.. if no one loved me. Fear of losing SOMEONE DEAR TO ME..may it be a family member or my current boyfriend who had been close to me. I fear of GHOSTS and CORPSE haunting me... Im scared that i might see one. :D I fear that in FUTURE i might end up hopelessly homeless. I fear that in one SECOND things would go wrong and i wouldn't know what to do. i fear that i would have no MONEY. haha..who wouldn't? so far those are the things i can remmber. hehe
Love.
Babe and i havent seen each other a lot overthe summer, his dad is quite the builder of things and likes to work on his spare time, and ocourse he gets his sons to work with him. to help him you know. I saw him las saturday just for an hour :( and yesterday before work just for an hour again. Hopefully things will be better soon. :(
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