Wednesday, January 24, 2007

define love

Every one thinks they can define love, give the true meaning of it, i don't think anyone can do that, i mean in the first place... who invented the word LOVE? how come suddenly everyone used it to use as a substitute to everything they are feeling? How come when you're full of emotions and you're in front of someone you truly care about all the comes out is "i love you"?

For me I don't think you can have a definite meaning for love, there is always a different meaning from different points of view, but all of us will always feel the same way of how we want to describe it. true??

Love... hard to define, hard to explain... but such a wonderful feeling and experience of being loved... and to love. :)

Something i may agree on...

“Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. Love does not come to an end.”

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

zoo. butterflies. new layout

On Jan 21st my boyfriend and I went to melbourne zoo. It wasn't my first time but yeah it was so fun to be with him!! I loved it when we went into the bird sactuary lol this freaky read bird was doing a sound in a high pitched whistle kind of way. :) i was breathless when we went into the butterfly house. :) there was loads of butterflies.. hehe. To most of my friends im sure you are well aware that i love butterflies. haha. yep yep. then one of them landed on me!!! so babe took a photo of it, and it is now my background haha. :p well aniway laters!

Friday, January 12, 2007

Happy 5th month!

Happy 5 months babe! boy how quick did the days go by?! hehe. I love you!! mwah!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

coz of boredom

I made a new layout! haha. lolz. i don't know if ima keep this might put my old one back. lol. niwaiiz work today.. a lot of hard costumers again, complained mainly about the fries. hmmph! Babe is sick :( huhu. Day of tomorow hehe, Chris invited me to this thing on wednesday.. don't know if I'd come. niwaiz not in much mood of sharing things because there's nothing to share! lol but there are new pics on my multiply.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

work. fears. love.

work.
Been working all week which is why i haven't posted lately. New years eve was packed! people were drunk and so im patient. It was horrible..I was supposed to clock out 10 but then they didn't let me go, so i finished at 11:30 :( i had my new years eve on the train.. :( but luckily mum and babe called me to greet me a happy new year :'(. I don't know when I get payed though! hehe. its good money.. weee.



fears.
I saw angela's post about fears. So far there are things that i fear of. i fear DEATH, i dont know how im going to die... whether it's going to be painful or not and ofcourse no one knows when they are going to die. i fear of being A LONE. i told chis this... that i have the tendency to fear of being alone... because i always had friends there for me to care for me... and ofcourse my family... i just don't know what id do.. if no one loved me. Fear of losing SOMEONE DEAR TO ME..may it be a family member or my current boyfriend who had been close to me. I fear of GHOSTS and CORPSE haunting me... Im scared that i might see one. :D I fear that in FUTURE i might end up hopelessly homeless. I fear that in one SECOND things would go wrong and i wouldn't know what to do. i fear that i would have no MONEY. haha..who wouldn't? so far those are the things i can remmber. hehe



Love.
Babe and i havent seen each other a lot overthe summer, his dad is quite the builder of things and likes to work on his spare time, and ocourse he gets his sons to work with him. to help him you know. I saw him las saturday just for an hour :( and yesterday before work just for an hour again. Hopefully things will be better soon. :(