vagueness in emotions
Waking up this morning was easy, although my alarm clock was a complete scare off it's aryt, i woke up knowing that i was going to see my baby, i called him up as soon as i got up which made my morning great just hearing his angelic heart melting voice,my baby lol. teased me a little i think his exact words were "aww my baby is too tired she cant walk" lol not really but it was a bit like that. The excitement of seeing him gave me the urge to push my self to get out of bed.
Got to the cty, told him we would meet at southbank lol, but he went to swanston exit instead, so i had to go run back to see him coz he ddnt know how to get to the southbank exit. It was funny. Then aww!! i came to kiss him! and then he hugged me so tight and twirled me around!! ehehe like in those mushy love stories where they have to run across the field in slow motion and passionately kiss while twirling around in slow motion with the perfect sound effect and wind effect, ours was just simple but to me it was special. :)
So then we went to walk around and watch a movie... "Miami Vice" it's a good movie guys, lol, it was funny too. A lot of ACTION indeed if you know what i mean! bwahahaha! toinkz! It was nice to have someone cuddling up with me, the warmth he gave me while i was cold, aww, and the kisses there was something in it that made feel that somehow he actually does love me. Somewhere between the movie, i caught him looking at me, he comes closer hugging me and kisses me on the cheek, and sweetly whispered at my ear "baby i love you" HEART MELTING..... and the time when he whispered " youre so beautiful babe " waaaah!!hehe. :p the Movie finished, as usual he was trying to tickle me to death, but i tried to refrain myself from laughing like a crazy ass bitch, so guys imagine me laughing in whispery kind of way.... [ i was saying that out loud while typing it, while talking to him, and he mocked me with an evil laugh, i am so going kill im through tickling.. ]
Walked back to the station, it was a bit sad coz we didn't want to leave each other, it was a perfect scenery for me i mean.. the sun it was setting slowly, the perfect breeze while he had his arm around me... walking slowly... next to the river... we stop to admire the view , talk, TALKing is one of the things we love to do... as he would point out "yeah babe i know we can't shut the fuck up" he meant it in a good way guys. When i got on the train, that was the hardest thing because, i didn't want to go, but i had to, i wanted to stay and cuddle up but i couldn't. He stood there in front of the train, looking all serious, i whispered "i love you" and he whispered back saying "i love you too" i ran back to the door and hugged him and gave him the last kiss.. :( i felt so sad i swear, especially when the doors finally closed, it was hard to see him slowly drifting away... as if i was a baby and someone took my bottle, imagine how bad that would feel.
today was just so special... i was happy one momment and then sad the next, but Im happy to have in mind that no matter what would happen, no matter how high a brick wall would be built between us, no matter how hard the obstacles may be... i know that my baby will still love me... i have so much faith in him, i just wish that this time, i have given my love to the right guy.
Got to the cty, told him we would meet at southbank lol, but he went to swanston exit instead, so i had to go run back to see him coz he ddnt know how to get to the southbank exit. It was funny. Then aww!! i came to kiss him! and then he hugged me so tight and twirled me around!! ehehe like in those mushy love stories where they have to run across the field in slow motion and passionately kiss while twirling around in slow motion with the perfect sound effect and wind effect, ours was just simple but to me it was special. :)
So then we went to walk around and watch a movie... "Miami Vice" it's a good movie guys, lol, it was funny too. A lot of ACTION indeed if you know what i mean! bwahahaha! toinkz! It was nice to have someone cuddling up with me, the warmth he gave me while i was cold, aww, and the kisses there was something in it that made feel that somehow he actually does love me. Somewhere between the movie, i caught him looking at me, he comes closer hugging me and kisses me on the cheek, and sweetly whispered at my ear "baby i love you" HEART MELTING..... and the time when he whispered " youre so beautiful babe " waaaah!!hehe. :p the Movie finished, as usual he was trying to tickle me to death, but i tried to refrain myself from laughing like a crazy ass bitch, so guys imagine me laughing in whispery kind of way.... [ i was saying that out loud while typing it, while talking to him, and he mocked me with an evil laugh, i am so going kill im through tickling.. ]
Walked back to the station, it was a bit sad coz we didn't want to leave each other, it was a perfect scenery for me i mean.. the sun it was setting slowly, the perfect breeze while he had his arm around me... walking slowly... next to the river... we stop to admire the view , talk, TALKing is one of the things we love to do... as he would point out "yeah babe i know we can't shut the fuck up" he meant it in a good way guys. When i got on the train, that was the hardest thing because, i didn't want to go, but i had to, i wanted to stay and cuddle up but i couldn't. He stood there in front of the train, looking all serious, i whispered "i love you" and he whispered back saying "i love you too" i ran back to the door and hugged him and gave him the last kiss.. :( i felt so sad i swear, especially when the doors finally closed, it was hard to see him slowly drifting away... as if i was a baby and someone took my bottle, imagine how bad that would feel.
today was just so special... i was happy one momment and then sad the next, but Im happy to have in mind that no matter what would happen, no matter how high a brick wall would be built between us, no matter how hard the obstacles may be... i know that my baby will still love me... i have so much faith in him, i just wish that this time, i have given my love to the right guy.
posted by aL ♥ @ 10:06 pm
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