Demonic Angel: August 2006

Photoshoot 27-08-06

Insecurities. Lies. Hypocrisy. Grudge. Jealousy.

Alyssa the Strange : Shares her point of view.

<3 When you thought getting rid of something was good enough to make you party out happy, don’t go berserk when you realize that what you’ve lost is actually something that could be the best thing you ever had.
<3 Just because you’re sad and miserable don’t take out the blame on other people, your actions were done by you… accept it.
<3 If you look like a loser, don’t try making shit up about your self to make you look “cool” it’ll only make you a liar and a loser at the same time.
If you start your own problem, don’t pass it on to someone else for them to finish it of just because you couldn’t do it.
<3 Just because you’re jealous of the other person is experiencing..[ fun, happiness, love, a LIFE ] doesn’t mean you have to bring them down it’ll only affect that person who’s not even doing anything to you and it wont change a thing in your life.
<3 If you don’t know every detail of what happened, don’t go judging and condemning the person. You have no right.
<3 If the person is younger than you and has no power or what so ever to fight back, then shame on you for doing that to the poor kid!
<3 If you think life sucks and it isn’t how you wanted it, drinking, smoking, and doing drugs wouldn’t fix your problems, it’ll only add another problem to your life, and it’s going to be a hell of time to solve it too!
<3 If you can’t handle something, and you know that you can’t, don’t be a show off just don’t do it.
<3 Don’t make up stories. Period!
<3 If you hate someone or your pissed at them for something tell them, don’t hide it, it’ll only make you hold a grudge and that’s not good man. Not cool.
<3 Sometimes it amazes me how someone can say so much bad stuff about the other, but still, they try to be like them, what the hell?
<3 I hate it when people are so strong in words, they tell you they would do this and do that, but when you come approach them, they piss in their underwear… who’s the coward now huh?
<3 Be true to yourself, how can someone tell one person how he/she feels, and pretend that he/she doesn’t even care, to other people. That’s being a poser man, such liars, what a pity.
<3 Lying your way out wouldn’t solve anything, you’ll be building more lies after that until you finally get caught…that’s more embarrassing.
<3 Oh come on people, you cant like keep bothering people with no reason!! There’s got to be something, like what? You just get mad and pop up out of the blue? HELLO?
<3 Just remember if you get mad, make sure you won’t be making a fool out of yourself. ;) coz that’ll be funny.
<3 KILL ME. HURT ME. Or some other person. Pssh. Won’t change a thing. You’re still what you are, but only you’ve left a mark in your life, a mark of being dirty… eww… pigstyle. Oink oink.
<3 Horny little lesbians eww I hate it when they attack you. They talk about all these shit I don’t even know about and call me a slut, I’m like “hey I didn’t even know all these things till you told me, so who’s the slut again?”
<3 Some people, you tell them they are sexy they would crack up but if you call them FAT they kill you. What is it really? Okay lets pick D. None of the Above.
<3 Sometimes I wonder how “shit” became a swear word… it only means “poop” doesn’t it? Hmmm.
<3 Like… “bitch” it means “a female dog” how can people be so stupid calling other people that? Isn’t it meant for dogs? Wait a minute!! What’s the term used for “male dogs” ???? hmmm.
<3 Why is it okay for girls to say to their fellow girl friends “common guys lets go!” but when guys say “common gals lets go!” to their friends, it sounds weird?
It’s unfair how guys don’t have to carry a heavy burden around there chest part. And girls do.

There is so much more I can say. Can’t be bothered to type it in. I’m sure you guys, get the idea anyway. Hate those damn hypocrites and liars, Just because their life is not good enough for them, they try to pull me down.

GO ON PULL ME DOWN LET’S SEE IF YOU CAN.
What’s the term for male dogs really? Is there any in the dictionary?

kite.frisbee.

This afternoon we went down to the bay, ehehe, where people have barbecues and kids play on playground, there's also a big field...that's where we flew our kite, it was fun Danielle was very goo at it. Me and Dad played frisbee, lol, i got the hang of it... it was fun, great excercise!! :) we took some photos but ill post it later:)

Could this be True Love?

In this heart of mine

Is something hard to define

The feeling is so strong

That, your presence is what I long...

The touch of your hand

Is like a hundred pieces I can’t mend

A feeling of deep emotion

I guess I’m under your spell of devotion

To feel the warmth of your lips,

And for thy every brush of your hips

There’s tingly feeling inside

I can’t run now, I can’t hide!

It’s scary what I’ve gotten into

I don’t even know if thy prince is true

But I can feel his love

So baby, Together let’s stand tough

For every test that we shall take

Would be a piece of cake

If we just hold on to each other

No doubt about it we’ll stay together!

vagueness in emotions

Waking up this morning was easy, although my alarm clock was a complete scare off it's aryt, i woke up knowing that i was going to see my baby, i called him up as soon as i got up which made my morning great just hearing his angelic heart melting voice,my baby lol. teased me a little i think his exact words were "aww my baby is too tired she cant walk" lol not really but it was a bit like that. The excitement of seeing him gave me the urge to push my self to get out of bed.

Got to the cty, told him we would meet at southbank lol, but he went to swanston exit instead, so i had to go run back to see him coz he ddnt know how to get to the southbank exit. It was funny. Then aww!! i came to kiss him! and then he hugged me so tight and twirled me around!! ehehe like in those mushy love stories where they have to run across the field in slow motion and passionately kiss while twirling around in slow motion with the perfect sound effect and wind effect, ours was just simple but to me it was special. :)

So then we went to walk around and watch a movie... "Miami Vice" it's a good movie guys, lol, it was funny too. A lot of ACTION indeed if you know what i mean! bwahahaha! toinkz! It was nice to have someone cuddling up with me, the warmth he gave me while i was cold, aww, and the kisses there was something in it that made feel that somehow he actually does love me. Somewhere between the movie, i caught him looking at me, he comes closer hugging me and kisses me on the cheek, and sweetly whispered at my ear "baby i love you" HEART MELTING..... and the time when he whispered " youre so beautiful babe " waaaah!!hehe. :p the Movie finished, as usual he was trying to tickle me to death, but i tried to refrain myself from laughing like a crazy ass bitch, so guys imagine me laughing in whispery kind of way.... [ i was saying that out loud while typing it, while talking to him, and he mocked me with an evil laugh, i am so going kill im through tickling.. ]

Walked back to the station, it was a bit sad coz we didn't want to leave each other, it was a perfect scenery for me i mean.. the sun it was setting slowly, the perfect breeze while he had his arm around me... walking slowly... next to the river... we stop to admire the view , talk, TALKing is one of the things we love to do... as he would point out "yeah babe i know we can't shut the fuck up" he meant it in a good way guys. When i got on the train, that was the hardest thing because, i didn't want to go, but i had to, i wanted to stay and cuddle up but i couldn't. He stood there in front of the train, looking all serious, i whispered "i love you" and he whispered back saying "i love you too" i ran back to the door and hugged him and gave him the last kiss.. :( i felt so sad i swear, especially when the doors finally closed, it was hard to see him slowly drifting away... as if i was a baby and someone took my bottle, imagine how bad that would feel.

today was just so special... i was happy one momment and then sad the next, but Im happy to have in mind that no matter what would happen, no matter how high a brick wall would be built between us, no matter how hard the obstacles may be... i know that my baby will still love me... i have so much faith in him, i just wish that this time, i have given my love to the right guy.

how can i suck at frontpage

Well i know what to do but i just don't like it that much, lol I'd prefer doing HTML here. Since it looks better but lol my front page work is aryt i guess.

I hate this day because:

I didn't get a good night sleep last night because I kept waking up coz my throat hurt so much, i couldn't breath properly and i kept coughing. Damn.
I wanted to throw my phone because It's alarm siren was annoying
I couldn't sing comfortably but i still sounded okay. :)
I feel so damn sick man.
I dont have printing money to print out the bloody UN essay, i hope Rasika printed it out for me i promised that i would pay her back anyway.

But the good thing is I officially didn't smoke for 2 weeks and 1 day!! weepee!! two thumbs up for me. So ma said im probably got the bloody sore throat because i quit. Ehehe. But It's a good thing, i just hate it how i don't get sick a lot but once I do, it's deadly. lol. Well anyway right now im at Info class. That pop up thing is still bothering me, lol, thank god at home we had a pop up blocker. LOL.

Omg!! i had a chat with theresa yesterday!! lol. I went on web cam as well!! aww i miss theresa!!

ehehe

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Frog Prinsesa Alyssa

Yeah finally started doing my work properly. Well now a little break. I swear i really prefer html than front page. lol. Damn ive got a soar throat and my voice was like a frog this morning. But i tried my best to sing in Music anyway even though i sounded like Ronan Keeting doing a frog voice. But it was aryt. Lol. Most of the singers were sick too so yeah it was fair. lol.

I woke up this morning took a shower, dried my hair, did my face, and ate. Then my mum asked me something that's when i realized that my voice was actually fucked up. Too much chocolate lol. Bad.

Im doing a site on Dragon's Blood by the way. Lol.

Btw. My VCE subjects that i chose for next year are...

Religion and Society
Mathematical Methods
Media
Information Technology
English
Physics

and I have music as a back up :) everyones doing a pinky page and im doing a "dark" page. Wahaha.

I miss my baby, i think he's coming to visit today after school, not sure yet though. Hope he does. ;)

yeah right. damn.

Yeah right as if man? Since when did you ever care? Well atleast you pretended that you did so well done!! Good On yah!!

Well anyway, im in info class there's something really bothering me since yesterday, someone probably left a spam on my site or one of the codes i got from hosted scripts are causing it since hosted scripts are affiliates with POPUPS fuckin hell. So yeah trying to edit all the hosted scripts off yeah? and since there are too many popups IE keep closing. Damn it.

Well anyway goin to do work. :)

Miss mah baby.. :( ;(

Stacked up Work

Information Technology Assignment [ project ]

- Started on Work, Sketched draft of site working on. BLA BLA BLA. Started doing page one of work.

Eniglish Essay Writting

- No IDEA what to write about.

English Project

- all planned out but not done yet.

Science Gattaka - answer questions

- fucking hell man. Load of questions.

History outcome regarding UN

- wah i really do hate history, but I like our teacher though. She's good at teaching History. :)

English Chpater Summaries

- bwahaha got Study notes from the internet so when we do work in class awesome i have summaries just need to say it in my own words. lol.

Chores

- i don't mind i really do have to help mum

and i need WORK for the holidays!!!!

- need to email supervisor from work experience she promised me a job! lol.

poor baby. ahaha.

"ok ok! Now your prob all saying! dude that kid looks like a bum! Well... I look like a bum in photo. Not a photo person! Im better in RL :P. And babe! My arm hurts! Great day i might add! Love you"

Oh... lol BABE!! you dont look like a freaking BUM! okay!! lol. His Arm hurts because, nangigil ako! I bit him tuloy!! wawa. ehehe... Hmmm great day.. bakit kaya..

magical feeling <3

Today although seemed very short was very ... magical... :D well it seemed short coz time flew fast, i was having fun. Believe it or not, strike two my baby made me happy again.

Well today we walked around the city, first of we went to mc donalds to eat. :) i was darn hungry so babe treated me. :) how nyc lol. Then he had a cone, when he was about to throw it coz he ddnt want it anymore, it went right back out the bin, it was funny. Ahaha. And he quickly went back to his seat like a guilty looking kid. I swear it was hilarious. Then the mackies lady who was cleaning walked by and babe said "excuse me, some rude man littered!" *pointing at the cone with icecream splattered everywhere near the bin* we waited for the lady to walk pass us all annoyed i might add, then we burst out laughing. bwahaha.

After mckies we went to.. that photo plus thing. Babe was too shy so we ddnt do the photo thing. Then we went to China town...Thoa bought some gifts for Julie, her cousin, i was supposed to be at the party now, but dad and mum ddn't approve so i was only allowed to go out. Then we went to crown :) we played some games :) ehehe, it was fun i swear. :) Then sat down and fooled around a little ;) ehehehe. Took pictures i had to force him! ahaha and then i wanted to take another one he's like "nah babe, you have to pay for it.. gimme a kiss" so yeah i did. Lol. Landi. Jokes. ehehe.

Photo:

I might add. He's so tall, i have to tip toe to reach his lips. Lol. *mwah-mwah* and yeah angela about your question. HE IS!! :D lol.

Thank you Lord. For thy Angel you sent me. Found my Prince Charming. :)

Thank you to:

Love [ Angela ]

-* in times of heart aches and all that bullcrap i was on about. You were there for me.

Besh [ Paolo ]

-* for always cheering me up, making me laugh, and for being my damn bestfriend. Lab yah besh.

Sis Brownie [ Tawny ]

-* a person who never stops listning. Love you sis!!

Jm

-* You made me stronger, by breaking my heart more than once.

Babe

-* who woke me up from a living hell of lies. I love you Babe. Thank you for making me feel special. For telling me that i am IMPORTANT!! and worth loving for!! mwah!

Whoah been a while since ive posted long. Back Peeps! :)

special day. <3 12

well today went to the city with Thoa. :) went to see mah baby!!! WAAAAAAAH! lol. missed him a lot and now im missing him a lot again. :( doinkz. So bloody hard. Ehehe. Today it's oficial. not single anymore. :D

wepee cofee.

Okay, bought coffee for myself today, i felt so sick yesterday lol and now im okay. Feel bad for meh baby though, he's a bit sick, ehehe, he couldn't talk last night, and i was obviously acting like a kid doing different voices, lol. I think... lol... i think... it made him laugh lol.

Tomorrow we had uhm.. casual day!! so we wouldn't have to wear uniforms weepee. Don't know what to wear though. Ahihi.

Been really happy these days, thank you babe.

Half day. Quitting. Bill.

Yesterday we had half day, Antonette and her mum came to our house coz they we're buying some stuff. Lol. We sung some songs on the kareoke, ahaha, funny, miss those jammin days with filos. Okay.. i slept a little bit early last night, like 11pm but i swear i am feeling so sick today. I havn't been smoking for 3 days and 2 nights, my GOD!! I am feeling so sick today. And then last night it was so annoying coz my dad said "have you been smoking, coz it smells like it" LIKE HELLO! psychological!! i havn't been smokig so how the hell would it smell like smoke in my room.

Got in trouble as well. My bill was 926 bucks!! fuckin hell. So yeah i have to get a new sim card. I swear i am feeling so dizzy right now need caffeine agh! Im in my info class. Ahoy.. slept through maths bwahaha. Bad. But there wasnt much to do, and i know i could do work at home so yeah. Ahaha.

Type in soon. Miss meh babe ;)

weeepeee A+

I got A+ for my info folio work, 24/25 darn gif image didn't appear tuloy di ako perfect! :( wahihi still.

Teacher's Comment:
An Excellent demonstration of skill development. A very high standard of work. Well done! :)

happy <3

Been happy ehehe, been perky, lol, weird me. I miss him, believe it or not. Thank you baby for making my weekend special!! Thanks for the special comment on My Space babe truly appreciate it. ehehe.

Aww. Apart from missing my deaaarrr Erhan, LOL. I also miss the philippines... FOOD to be specific, and ofcourse my friends! :)

Gotta go do Assignment in Info [ assignment here are like projects in the phils ] Im in info class btw. LOL.

magical. <3

Today was just do fun, magical, and full of energy! Never been this happy for ages. This special guy made it all happen :) Don't worry guys, I'll tell you all soon ;) when things are for GOOD. lol.

Dedicate this song to him:

Heaven

Never been any good at love

Never could find no one that I dreamed of

I must've been too blind to see

That you were always there waiting for me

But then the spell was broken

My eyes opened

Started believing in love again

Just when I gave up on miracles

You rescued me and showed me the way

You must be an angel

Feels like I've gone to heaven, heaven

Caught up in your love spell

Feels like I'm in heaven, heaven

Never thought I'd see the day

A special guy like you would come my way

I wish I knew the reasons why

You gave me the strength for one more try

How could love at first sight, work out so right

I can't believe this is paradise

Just when I thought love would never come

You came to me and swept me away

You must be an angel

Feels like I've gone to heaven, heaven

And it keeps on getting better baby

Caught up in your love spell

Feels like I'm in heaven, heaven

Suddenly my whole world changes

I found the kind of love that I've been thinking of

I know that dreams come true 'coz

My heaven is waiting to take me

Take me when I'm with you

You must be an angel

Feels like I've gone to heaven, heaven

And it keeps on getting better baby

Caught up in your love spell

Feels like I'm in heaven, heaven

You must be an angel

Heaven

You must be an angel

yey

Ehehe, im very happy about my new layout, although it doesn't have a lot of details in it, I like it's simplicity and beauty. [ lol ] Well im planning on going out tomorrow, hope ma will let me go. :( well anyway, right now I'm in my info class, going to start doing my Assignment soon, Im thinking of doing a really cute site for tweety. Ehehe!!

Yesterday mum gave me my smart sim card, it's on roam so yeah when people from the Philippines text me it'll only cost the same as if I was there. Lol. So it's like PISO!! cool huh? ahaha. Yeah but so far, people aren't texting me :( meano!!

EHEHE!! wana watch a movie tomorrow!! weepee! Type in soon.

Please check out the following sites ive updated.

Danielle's Multiply [ my mum updates the photos, i do the layout. :D ]
My multiply

Thanks! ;)

New Layout

Took me 20 minutes to do, im in my info class lol!! ahaha, and yeah i did it here coz my photoshop at home is not working :( which is pretty sad. It's working but the brushes aren't and it makes me annoyed. Yesterday i edited my sister's multiply. LOOKIE!! http://daniellewatt.multiply.com ehehehe. It's all cute and pink my sister's favourite color. ehehe!! aryt gotta go. post soon.

Demonic Angel

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Photoshoot 27-08-06

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Insecurities. Lies. Hypocrisy. Grudge. Jealousy.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

kite.frisbee.

Could this be True Love?

Saturday, August 26, 2006

vagueness in emotions

Monday, August 21, 2006

how can i suck at frontpage

Saturday, August 19, 2006

ehehe

Friday, August 18, 2006

Frog Prinsesa Alyssa

Thursday, August 17, 2006

yeah right. damn.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Stacked up Work

Sunday, August 13, 2006

poor baby. ahaha.

magical feeling <3

Saturday, August 12, 2006

special day. <3 12

Thursday, August 10, 2006

wepee cofee.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Half day. Quitting. Bill.

Monday, August 07, 2006

weeepeee A+

happy <3

Saturday, August 05, 2006

magical. <3

Friday, August 04, 2006

yey

Thursday, August 03, 2006

New Layout

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