Demonic Angel

(21:13:05) Alyssa: hey jerome did you know?
(21:13:16) Jerome: what?
(21:13:17) Alyssa: wala na kami
(21:13:17) Jerome: :-s
(21:13:34) Alyssa: turns out he was planning to leave me anyway.
(21:13:36) Jerome: fuck
(21:13:41) Jerome: really?
(21:13:45) Alyssa: but then i was the first to make the move.
(21:13:45) Jerome: pati ako pinaniwala nya
(21:13:53) Alyssa: he became an
(21:13:55) Alyssa: asshole jerome.
(21:14:00) Alyssa: he's not jm anymore.
(21:14:06) Alyssa: and that's what i gotta accept.
(21:14:11) Alyssa: hurts but.
(21:14:21) Alyssa: there's nothing i can do.
(21:14:44) Jerome: tapos
(21:14:52) Alyssa: he likes another girl i think
(21:14:54) Jerome: pinag tanong ko kanina if totoo ung plan nya kay ****
(21:14:56) Jerome: sabi nila oo daw
(21:15:01) Alyssa: or he's starting to like ****
(21:15:07) Alyssa: again.
(21:15:13) Jerome: d ko lang alam pagtatanong ko
(21:15:19) Alyssa: wag na jerome.
(21:15:34) Alyssa: ayoko ng makipagbalikan sa taong hindi ko mapapagkatiwalaan.
(21:15:40) Alyssa: kung totoo nga love nya sakin
(21:15:42) Alyssa: kahit malayo ako
(21:15:49) Alyssa: kahit alam nyang hindi ko malalaman
(21:15:54) Alyssa: maghihintay xa
(21:15:57) Alyssa: faithfully.
(21:16:02) Alyssa: and kahi gano man ako kalayo
(21:16:11) Alyssa: at kahit gano man kahirap..
(21:16:16) Alyssa: mamahalin parin nya ako.
(21:16:26) Alyssa: you see 2 weeks ago, jm was like that.
(21:16:36) Alyssa: ever since na pinagbati na sila ni ****.
(21:16:45) Alyssa: jm? is history.
(21:17:04) Alyssa: believe it or not...
(21:17:09) Alyssa: im still wearing
(21:17:14) Alyssa: the engagement ring he gave me
(21:17:15) Alyssa: :))
(21:17:22) Alyssa: aint that funny? he proposed to me.
(21:17:29) Alyssa: and now he doesn't want me.
(21:17:43) Jerome: aw..
(21:17:49) Alyssa: wala pa ngang 2
(21:17:54) Alyssa: months na wala ako jerome.
(21:17:58) Alyssa: nagsawa na xa.
(21:18:06) Alyssa: i was wrong..
(21:18:14) Alyssa: im not the weak one.
(21:18:16) Alyssa: he is.
(21:18:18) Alyssa: :)
(21:18:28) Alyssa: you see.. i may be crying now
(21:18:33) Alyssa: wishing i still have him..
(21:18:36) Alyssa: and him?
(21:18:41) Jerome: your the strong one
(21:18:42) Jerome: :D
(21:18:43) Alyssa: he seemed to be strong.
(21:18:51) Alyssa: but he wasn't
(21:18:52) Alyssa: strong
(21:18:54) Alyssa: enough to hold on.
(21:19:09) Alyssa: i was.. so you see, ive been blinded.
(21:19:12) Alyssa: and i can see it now.
(21:19:29) Alyssa: karma works it way jerome
(21:19:35) Alyssa: and soon enough it'll find jm.
(21:19:37) Alyssa: :)
(21:20:00) Jerome: i know
(21:20:00) Jerome: hahaha
(21:20:06) Alyssa: its just unfair though, so much patience, love, faithfulness, honesty was given to him by me..
(21:20:16) Alyssa: and what does he get now? happiness.
(21:20:24) Alyssa: me? loneliness and pain.
(21:20:38) Alyssa: i know soon, he will regret everything.
(21:20:51) Alyssa: and he will come to his senses and realize what he had lost.
(21:21:14) Alyssa: thank you jerome, for being thre, when i was sad, and needed someone to talk to.
(21:21:27) Jerome: sure :d
(21:21:29) Jerome: no problem
(21:21:30) Jerome: :D
(21:21:36) Alyssa: im sorry if i have to say all these things to you. I mean it must be annoying coz jm is your friend.
(21:21:57) Alyssa: I understand him so well. that's why im eager to let go.
(21:21:59) Alyssa: :)
(21:22:09) Alyssa: no other girl can ever do that for him.
(21:22:20) Jerome: i know
(21:22:23) Alyssa: im telling you jerome. I know him so much..
(21:22:26) Jerome: tangina bilis ako sayo
(21:22:27) Jerome: solid
(21:22:34) Jerome: bilib*
(21:22:38) Alyssa: bakit naman?
(21:23:09) Jerome: kc ang tibay mo
(21:23:14) Alyssa: its love jerome. pain is killing me. but as they say.. habang may buhay may pagasa.
(21:23:22) Jerome: yeah
(21:23:22) Jerome: :d
(21:23:27) Alyssa: ofcourse it hurts. eh ano ba nmn magagawa ko?
(21:23:34) Alyssa: eh ung pinakamamahal ko ay nagiba?
(21:23:39) Alyssa: for now?
(21:23:45) Alyssa: i will scream.
(21:23:46) Alyssa: i will cry.
(21:23:52) Alyssa: i will feel down and lonely.
(21:24:06) Alyssa: but you know on the othr side of those things... i know.. i will survive.
(21:24:16) Jerome: i know
(21:24:20) Alyssa: so
(21:24:21) Alyssa: ..
(21:24:22) Alyssa: :)
(21:24:25) Alyssa: i guess
(21:24:29) Alyssa: jm isn't
(21:24:30) Alyssa: picking me
(21:24:33) Alyssa: up the airport!
(21:24:34) Alyssa: :D
(21:24:44) Alyssa: you pick me up! as you've promised!
(21:24:45) Alyssa: :))
(21:25:00) Alyssa: you don't have to. i can col ona.
(21:25:00) Alyssa: :))
(21:25:17) Alyssa: bilib nga rin ako sau jerome eh
(21:25:18) Alyssa: :))
(21:25:38) Jerome: sure
(21:25:39) Jerome: :d
(21:25:43) Jerome: ill pick you up
(21:25:46) Alyssa: mostly people get irritated sa paulit ulit kong pagdadrama. emotional nga kasi.
(21:25:49) Alyssa: and you?
(21:25:50) Alyssa: :))
(21:25:51) Jerome: d ako nag brebreak ng promises ko
(21:25:54) Alyssa: god. you got through it
(21:26:08) Alyssa: ganun:-?
(21:26:11) Alyssa: asteeeg.
(21:26:17) Alyssa: inuman paggabi nun ah!?
(21:26:19) Alyssa: :))
(21:26:47) Alyssa: need to bring someone i could really trust :-?
(21:26:58) Alyssa: si jm kasi nagbabantay sakin 2wng umiinom ako.
(21:27:03) Alyssa: oh :-j
(21:27:08) Alyssa: jm is gone na nga pala.
(21:27:12) Alyssa: silly me ;))
(21:27:26) Alyssa: cge. bubble bath lang ako.
(21:27:27) Alyssa: :D

(21:27:34) Alyssa: thanks for everything :*>:D< (21:27:50) Jerome: bye bye
(21:27:51) Jerome: >:D< (21:27:56) Jerome: :8 take it easy
(21:28:00) Alyssa: sure.
(21:28:06) Alyssa: may yosi naman eh;)
(21:28:10) Alyssa: :))
(21:28:16) Jerome: haha
(21:28:18) Jerome: yeah hahahaha
(21:28:20) Jerome: cge be
(21:28:21) Jerome: bye
(21:28:26) Jerome logged out.