Demonic Angel

I wrote mom a letter last night about how i felt, i thought she was gana be all defensive and mean but she wasn't, i cried as i read it this afternoon, she said stuff like "i know what you're going through and how it feels that's why im so proud of you for being strong most of the times" awww. :( I told her how i felt about Jm and stuff why i wanted to call him and stuff. Bla bla. She was cool about it. :) I love how my mom is almost like a sister, coz we get along well but when we fight war talaga. Ahaha.



Finally exams are over, i dont think i'd be graded for it though, i don't know tlga. So un, next week im going on work experience on tuesday from 9am to 4:30 pm. i don't know what i'd have to do yet but i hope it's ayt, meaning i dont want to clean toilets, muharhar! Joke lang! i don't think i would be doing that. :)



Our Aniverssary is coming up soon, i feel sad about not being there spending it with him, i imagined that night to be perfect for us before, dinner, sweet talk and all... but guess that ain't happening. :( But i'm still partly happy, since Hun is still there for me, locing me more and more each day, being faithful, and being good. :) Im so proud of him, really.. he said he would take his studies seriously daw for me, so in the future maganda trabaho nya :) para daw ndi na ko magtatrabaho, he's so content seriously, he really thinks im going to be his wife, which is so sweet :) aww! and he wants me to be happy tlga parati. :( i miss him so much, i miss his hugs and kisses, it's just been so hard you know? but I'll be strong for the sake of our love for each other, until he holds on to me, i'll hold on to him :)