Demonic Angel

another day passed by again, ahaha, and each time it does i miss hun even more and more, missing him makes my love stronger for him you know? like i believe that in all this pain we're going through somehow in the end we will be together happy. I think of this as a test given by God, no actually hun thinks that, he told me so it was just a test and that we could prove to everyone that we can do it! So that in the future we look back and hold our heads up high and just laugh at this, and say we've gone through it, and be proud of it! i really do hope that'll happen you know.



Woke up at 9am today took a shower, and couldn't help t, had a cig, i know i shouldn't since my mom goes baserk if i do it in the house, well she did. And her yelling never fails to make my heart beat faster.



Well today we're going to see my step brother, Robert, and maybe mom said i could shop there, i don't know. I want to move houses man, this house is too small for us already, I mean it was okay when there was just the 3 of us living here, and i was like 8, so i didn't have much stuff. but now it doesn't work for us anymore.



Got to go. I think we're leaving now. Ma is still bragging about the cig smell man. grrr.